realizing......

Love is gentle love is kind, love is a feeling that one person show how much she/he cares for other.

Love is a affection that we have since we were a child.

Out pouring love from person to another.

Many people can tell how much they love you, but you can't really feel the out pouring love the other person. Yet people around you can said I LOVE YOU as many time they like, yet is not truly from the bottom of his/her heart. Loving and liking is two different topic.

Loving is not a task nor a duties that you have to fulfill? Love is a understanding, caring, and sharing. Love for friends, family, pets, object and other living and non living things do play a big picture in our life.

Without love human nature will be dull and boring. It will be all colorless and odorless. God have given us a command to love. Love have playing a big part in our stage of life, Love has created a path of one nation towards other nation. Love have give us a tender heart to listen and to view other point of view. Try this, when your alone in the mall/park/coffee house, sit at a corner and view how people around you react and how they treat one another. Observing the big jungle in our nation.

We all have LOVE planted in us.

Once I thought love is just a game for 2, but now I realize that love is not a game for two.

Love is all around us, and realizing how we pour our love in a different manner.

the fragrance.

WOW..... Saturday Morning!

Had an amazing breakfast...."pan cakes" yummmmm.....

Going to have curry later, and the secret ingredient, of cause is LOVE!!!

BUT WOW!!!

Curry smells LIKE ahhhhh.....LOVELY!!!

Personally I can't cook curry, Miss "Deb" cook lovely curry just by smelling it.....

Sorry Katie... your curry can't beats hers' and Cox curry just can't beat THIS!!!!

SERIOUSLY .

Well if doubt my judgement YOU will be tazzer!!! (jokes)

So simple to cooked, yet I am sure I can't cook out the same flavor and the smells.....ahhhhhhh!!!!

I can tell you the truth I don't have a skill compare to this!!!

Well spending time with amazing people on a weekend is such BLESSING!

How great it is!!!

Well basically had a "FFD" Fun Fill Day!

I had a picnic lunch, just simple yet HEALTHY food, the highlight wasn't the food...

Is the people that I am with, they are just funny, loving and caring, just amazing people. Fill with action!!!

Dinner was lovely, as I said it smells good, looks good and it taste really great...LIKE REALLY great!!!

I was speechless for the first time for eating any food!!! I am NOT JOKING peeps!!!

I was so bless to meet this bunch of awesome girls.... "LORD" you have plan this way I was born to meet with all this girls....you have surprise me every time!!!

Thank you Lord for everything your my provider.......

Some How Some Where.

To whom who read this,

Every day is a special day and a special that god created, 7days in a week and there is nigh and day.

I am been living in the earth for the pass 23years now, and everyday is a journey.

A journey that I never know where I could be and I don't know who I will meet, Adventures Journey I could say.

Lord have great plans for us, and knowing him just for the short 2 and a half years is amazing.

He have show me so much in life and leading me into a journey that I never imagine myself in it.

I am walking in the path that he have plan for me is just beautiful and knowing he have all the great plans for me, he have show me awesome adventure for the pass 6month.

Some times I just think that is a shame that most of the unsaved people/friend. Thinking that will I see them in heaven? But I never give up praying for salvation.

My family is unsaved, I am sad yet I have faith in them. Is tough tho.... but Never GIVE UP!!!

He have handmade us, and he know us by our name, how amazing...

I believed one day that all my friend and family will understand me and will glorify his name and confess he is lord and our savior.

I love you Abba.... I believe you know my desire and you will fulfill it.

xoxo

Jenny Loo

Randomness

Went to the bank to do some banking. I was waiting in my Que at the cash deposit and in-front of me a late 50 uncle, taking his own sweet time to deposit his Rm 50. The Que from me and him accumulate till 11people, just waiting for him to deposit his RM 50. The funny part was the cash deposit do not accept his RM 50 and 11 of inpatient people NOT including me was cursing him. Malaysian Just Can't wait, for their turn.

Ohh well, then I went to the bank a few shop away to customer service. I was talking for 20min, then a lady just cut my conversation with the customer service, and if I tell you I wasn't pist I lied! After all the banking admin, I went lunch and I wanted to have beef noodle and the man served me wrong noodle. I didn't make big fuss, I ate my lunch.

Then I have to go to the Max generation office, to confirm reservation for Bali trip. I called them and his sense of direction to guide me to the office is so Bad, he don't even know the restaurant name down stairs at his own office - GOSH - was wondering around for the last 30min finding the office!!!! Grrrrhhhh.... By grace my temper didn't explode!!!

Then been calling the Pos Malaysia, waiting and explaining the scenario. (can't they understand English?)

Well been talking until my fully charge phone gone FLAT!!!

After long day of talking, going up and down, left and right make me so tired, so I went to salon wanted to pamper myself with a nice hair wash and blow dry. Sat down and I ask him to cut my hair short, and I sms to the last person I sms too!!! LOL!!! Tiredness make me go crazy by saying that!!! Went home everyone was so surprise about me cutting my hair. Alot of compliment tho!!!

I am not sure my feeling today!!!

if random were a feeling I think that is my feeling.

cheers.

Can't think of a better way to share by writing this down

the title said it all. ~nah just kidding~

Well I've been checking my personal thoughts on my note book/journal on special day/memories/feelings.

Looking back on all the sweet memories that I have for the pass 6 years, I am kind of amaze what I wrote and what I did for the pass 6 years.~~~~GOSH!!!

Having an amazing idea for myself, when I was 17th turning 18th. I told myself this, "Jenny your going to national service within 8month time, if anything misfortune happen to you no one will know, so you have to write and let other people know what happen". I thought I am going to die in the National Service camp for 3month. Well it turn out I am fine, but I am glad I wrote a journal while I was in camp.

Making me, to jot down important notes in my life.

Sharing my most memorable moment in my camp was, the first day you were traveling on the bus and going to the camp site. You don't know anyone and you were sad plus, everything feel dumb and thinking your going to die.

That was the most silly thing that I wrote on that book. Life in camp wasn't that bad after all, when you try to meet/talk/smile to other people that will have the same feelings as you are.

Getting to know everyone in camp and sharing life stories in our city/village/town, is FUN and worth wild sharing.

As I were saying, that was why I started to write for myself. Knowing myself is not so talented and sometime stupid, is not encouraging for me to share out my whole journal in National Service Camp. I will share 3 high-light moment for the pass 2years. There is nothing much, but I would love to share.

1.

I remember my first Christmas when I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior. My first CHRISTMAS and it was very special to share with my church family. And this is how I wrote,

~I fall in love in Christmas!!

Is so nice when u have, good food, friends and music all around me make me feel so nice. I will katie and nicky, they will be going back soon and I will miss them seriously... ~

2.

Picking up my special friend Mary Anne Chew at the air port, been waiting for 2hours. I do not dare to go toilet, and believing she will be out anytime soon. Waiting and waiting.... I am not too sure worth waiting for so long! But for the friendship wise, "WORTH waiting"!!!

3.

Going to Indonesia, have open my heart,eyes,ears and soul. Making me a better person, and walking his plan that he planned for me. He made all things possible and is a privilege to served his kingdom.

Just 3, But there is a whole loads more. Well if you ask me personally you might get to know more!!!

Cheers!!!!

Just A Girl.

This is a story called Just A Girl.

Her name is Rina; Rina lives in a small place called "happinesses village". She stayed with her family, and both of her parents are working in a service industry. Working long hours and Rina was in a childhood. Leaving her abandon with her siblings at home without adult supervision (the oldest were turning 10th) . Well this siblings are young and naive, will do heaps of silly things and going on adventure without any fear in their hearts. Bell and her siblings will travel from east to west and north to south at the village, just for fun and creating on adventure when she was 8-12 years old.

Well Rina were at her teenage years, a year that could change her little innocent life. Rina was an amazing student when she was 13th, top in class and was in most of the school activity. Until one day, she decided not to be goody too shoes anymore. She have a bunch of friends that behave like kings and queens at school. Rina have her popularity and reputation. She could do what ever she wants just because she is "COOL".

Rina have her break down times and her happy times in her teenage school life, she did most stupid things in her life while she was in school. But Rina passed her high-school and she was very surprise, because she know she won't pass in her major exam because she didn't study nor revise at all. She have a plan for her life is to work after her major exam in high-school, and she knows she is not going to make it to college. And not wasting time she found 2part-time job just after her major exam.

Working life for Rina is just hectic, doing shitty stuff at the mall everyday since 9.30am - 9.30pm, well she knows she will regret one day, because of her silliness not to study well in her exam and go to college. Yet when the result day came, she was not too excited and she have "0" expectation in her result. While she got her result and her face changes to sadness to happiness, she had pass her test; and she could go to college to study.

Rina spend 3years in College and facing her ups and down alone is just too difficult for a young girl like her. One sabbath day, Rina decided to follow her friend to go to church service. Rina been to this church before and she dislike sittings and listening to sermons that she don't understand, yet that day she understand what the pastor trying to said,. When the last bit, the pastor ask if you haven't to get to know Jesus as your Lord and Saviour and you want to know him more and give your life to him, your welcome to come and speak to me; said the pastor.

Rina have this wired feeling from inside out and her heart beat is like 200 per second. She was feeling wired and confuse what happen to her, and she was asking to herself "go out and respond or just ignore the feeling", she been struggling for 2min and her guts telling her that she have to step out. And she did step out and respond to that, from that day onwards she walk with god and spending her time as a new born, Princess Rina.

Ohh well this is a girl who got save. By his Grace we are save and he paid for our sin. No matter your Just A Girl or a prostitute or a useless person. He loves us as what we are.

I will update more stories about Rina. So stay tune peeps.

Thank you!!!

you sexy things.

Sexy, most of you know who is sexy. And I spend loads of time with sexy for the last 2years. I love sexy so much, and it brings so much memories in my life. When I am sad, sexy is with me, when I am all alone feeling lonely you will play a song for me. Spending happy times, with you and sometime I get frustrated you will be there with me.

Sexy you give surprise to all my friend, and you make sure we get our appointment on time so your clock is faster 21min. Your such a good companion when I am alone with you. You have a new toy that said, "Catch me, If you can"... I know you will feel ego, but you know you have change now!

Sexy you are the greatest creation, and I am so proud of you. You have made my life so easy. You have give me and my friends comfort, you did a good job. It is impossible not to have you. From far I just couldn't resit calling you " SEXY".

We had shared so much memories, and all this memories brings a smile to my face again. So that I remember we did all this things and going all this places together.

You made me proud SEXY....

SIR KNIGHT CHARMING JASPER LOUIS THOMPSON

The Title is name by Jasper Louis Thompson.

His name is Jasper, age 25 and he is a Scott + Dutch + north indian + Chinese and reading make him sleepy.

Well he told me he can cook, I don't really believe him until he cook for me. (I promise if you cook I will roast chicken for you). I am not too sure how to describe him, we talked less than 100 sentences since I know him. He work as a shopkeeper and he drinks Starbucks. Well he likes to take picture but all his picture that I saw on facebook I cannot see his charming face. I think he is good in music, love K9, and don't talk much around me and my friends.

Well he ask me what about 3 June posting, and I said I have no inspiration. He suggested I write about him, so I did!

Sir Knight Charming Jasper Louis Thompson; I will be waiting for your Scottish mash potato.

This is what I know about you. Well, need to have a interview to know you better and to describe you.

If you feel sleepy can always walk around the shop or outside the shop to stretch.

Cheers!!

understanding & sharing & a part of me have gone.

I understand myself while express my feelings, I know is hard for me because I have step out and I couldn't reversed my step back. And encouragement that other people gives me, just made me stronger while walking with you in my life. The scary first step, but you know the best in me.

You have planned my journey in earth to glorify your name, and you send amazing people in my life that help me grow so much in you.

You created love.Yet I do not know what is love, but you have tough me how to love, and love towards the nation. You have unblock my gate and letting the love and comfort flow into me. Truly madness, but is so cool to see myself transform.

Sharing the amazing stories and weeping out tears of sorrows. You are amazing giving me opportunity to share and you want me free from the burden that I am facing.

You have send me angels to protract me, giving me friends to share my sorrows that I don't share with other people. Trusting people is hard and letting people into it, feeling awkward but you give me someone who wants to hear my sorrows and sharing life stories.

Giving me so much more, and gaining trust from other is a mission. Yet you set me free and you ha asked me to share my stories too, giving it love and trust is not just you, yourself is in between friendship that you created for us.

I know part of me is gone, but you left me another part that involve me and my friend, creating a new chemistry in your kingdom.

Thank you LORD! you brought me LIFE.

what I can find in you.

Someday, when your feeling sad and lonely... there is a bright smile across the road that melt your heart. Setting all your sorrows free like a gushing water.

A great treasure that will be found. I found a bright lovely smile that melts my heart, like a chocolate that melt in my hands.

Looking and admiring just a smile that made my day feel so warm. Smile that mean so much more, NOT just a smile, an extra ordinary smile.

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Keeping every memories in my mind.

Admiring those special laugh.

The special dance.

Having you is such blessing.

Random question that you ask.

You are unique person.

Not just the smartypants but a true friend.

Legend that inspire me on my cooking in the kitchen .

Everlasting smile that have on your face.

I will remember the times we spend together.

God have a destiny and bright future for you.

Happinesses, faith and love you brought to me.

Advertising Korean pop song and dance make me laugh.

Many things you have seen me change.

Making me so special in your special way.

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Well... this is some special thoughts that have in me now, and I would like to share them.

Peace out!!!!

Just for you Kathryn Amm.

My First posting, and I would love to dedicate to my dear friend.

Her name is Kathryn Amm. Plus today is 1st of June 2010 will be a great day to start a blog.

Therefore I need to make this posting worth it. Is meaningful to me and I'm not sure about anyone else. Just my small thoughts that I had in my little mind.

Is hard to say goodbye to people you cherish and having them as part of your life is been great, yet life must go on. And when the time is right we will meet again...well in...(haven or the nation). We shall wait and see how God write the history of our life journey. Yet so far he had a plan for me to meet all my special friend with special and unique talent. ( I have great don't be Jealous)

This is one of my special friends, she is have her special smile and tender loving heart that make her special. She had inspire me in many ways, she LOVE to SING and DANCE, in her special style. Have a heart for ASIA, yet did I tell you she is SMART too.... (she is blushing while reading this I HOPE)

Well I can't really describe her from top to bottom, but one think I can say...is, she have a humble and caring heart.

Talking to her in a long journey while driving make me alive....although I am not sleepy in while I'm driving but just someone that willing to talk to you while she is sleepy!! You are the first passenger that accompany/making effort to talk/not sleeping. I seriously appreciate that.

I know sometime is hard to communicate with me... but WHO AM I? Joey Parker or JENNY LOO?

It is just me....having my fun time and messing with you!!! Yet you can still stand the little princess attitude for 4 and a half month. (well done) Applause.....

Oh well... Just a little something to start on my blog!!!

BIG thank you for my special friend Kathryn Amm.

Stay tune...many posting to come!!! (i hope)