sound of the thunder hits and strik.

the sound of rain and thunder always fits in my feeling, it never fails once.

conquering the fear within, is very difficult and when the thunder strikes, I felt it pierce into my heart.

I know I shouldn't fear of all this, yet it hard to deny. I am afraid. 

I asked myself why do I have to be afraid? is just rain and thunder? it is just me?

whipping the rain drops on the window side is like whipping the tears from  my heart. 

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it breaks my shelter and my comfort fire,

it took away my hope.

making a point

soon I am going to celebrate my 18th again birthday, and everyone is asking me what I want, what I need.

LIST

1. bring me to a good look out point to view sun raise
2. plan an outing without me planning it.
3. bring me to a show that make me laugh like crazy.
4. picnic outing would be nice.
5. give me a joyful day out of the city.

so this is the small little wish list!

 

what if.....

have you ever ask yourself, what will happen in the next hours?

Well I did!

-the break down-

1. ugly thoughts......

2.happy though.......

3.confusing though......

4.confidential though.....

5. keep in view though.....

6. sad though.......

7. mixed feelings though.....

= Brain function =

you your brain operates and it will not stop till your last day in this planet earth.

there is always question floating around.

or a prediction from your brain, things happen!!

~ what if ~

what if I took that job offer?

what if I you never left?

what if I said I love you?

what if I said wait?

what if I didn't ask the question I meant to ask?

what if I didn't respond?

There is a million what if.... but what If I didn't start this blog?

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