Saturday, April 16, 2011

shallow thoughts. 17.04.11

I confess my sorrows my sadness to you, my joy and my happiness. 
People will judge my action but I don't give a shit about other people think.
I give my true word and thoughts only to you. 
I don't know how will it end,  but now I know the feeling is so right, So living for today is important.
And thinking about tomorrow is just a waste of time.

Some how I don't care what people think about me, cause there are not me.
they don't know my feelings. I am living my own life.
I will not regret till the day that I die.

Because, anyone ask who ask me on my death bed, if I'm dying tomorrow. "will you regret what you did".
I will say NO. I did the best thing, and is right and living at this moment, cherishing what we had and been tru.

What do love mean to other people?
Love can't be explain, there is no reason.


Friday, April 1, 2011

sorry

everyone have a bad day,
so... I have one too...
I am sorry I am begin a pussy not admitting the facts, 
that facing in fear and guilt, 
I know I am not suppose to feel this way, and I can't control my feelings.
I am so sorry to hurt your feelings and making it clear,
Is my choice to feel bad and lousy, 
to be honest, 
I should received it like just another day.
Holding fear, anger and guilt on the pass is not going to help me feel better, yet I feel worst.
I am sincerely  apologizing to whom it may concern.
you know who you are. 
I have done things over board, I feel so so so sorry.
truly am making a huge mistake.
Holding up the grouch and putting up the unthinkable mistake I have done.

So sorry.

and I am trying my very best to let the pass be the pass. 
and unfold the future. 

I am such a stupid person some time, and I admit it.

desperation in need your forgiveness.

I am so so so so so so sorry.