Saturday, October 30, 2010

News feed of my little brain.

His Grace created everything in Heaven and this earth that we are living in.
He made everything  all things possible, He knows us by names, He loves us, He give good gifts, and by his grace I am who I am now, His princess, his little girl, he comforts me when I am down. He know my needs, filling my empty soul with his undying love. I surrender to you, my lord my Saviour.

   ~mark 16:15. Go into all the world, and give the good news to everyone.~

 Lord I love you, please teach me how to trust and obey, sometimes I am afraid.
Yet sometime I know I have to step out in faith, and listen what you have to tell me.
I never forget that day you I got saved, is because I listen to you, my "papa" who loves me.
I know you are with me everyday, you know my prayer and my desire.
I know when the time is right my family will know you are the lord and Saviour of our life.


 

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

thanks giving~

Have you ever felt left out?
Have you ever felt your alone?

Some times I do have this feeling and I will turn to my "daddy" and asking him to fill me with strength, grace and joy. How amazing is he do fill me with strength when I am awfully tired, grace when I felt angry/worthless and Joy when I am sad.


Psalm 50:14-23  Make an offering of praise to God; keep the agreements which you have made with the Most High;Let your voice come up to me in the day of trouble; I will be your saviour, so that you may give glory to me.But to the sinner, God says, What are you doing, talking of my laws, or taking the words of my agreement in your mouth? Seeing that you have no desire for my teaching, turning your back on my words. When you saw a thief, you were in agreement with him, and you were joined with those who took other men's wives. You have given your mouth to evil, your tongue to words of deceit. You say evil of your brother; you make false statements against your mother's son. These things have you done, and I said nothing; it seemed to you that I was such a one as yourself; but I will make a protest against you, and put them in order before your eyes. Now keep this in mind, you who have no memory of God, for fear that you may be crushed under my hand, with no one to give you help: Whoever makes an offering of praise gives glory to me; and to him who is upright in his ways I will make clear the salvation of God. 


Faith makes all things possible! Praying and thanks giving what the lord have did for us. He loves us so much, we are his prince and princesses, be joyful always!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

relationship status.

Single, In a relationship, Engaged, Married, It's complicated, In an open relationship (don't know what it means),
Widowed, Separated and Divorced. 

Relationship status... hrmmp... let put it this way!

I am not single, but I am in a relationship, yet engaged and married too. 
I'm in a relationship with GOD and engaged and married to him. I know it is complicated but is and open relationship me,him and you too. 
If you are Widowed, Separated or even Divorced, He will always be with you. He is everywhere!

this is my point of view.

P/s: aunty and uncle a.k.a I-WANT-TO-KNOW EVERYTHING.....I am not worry about my relationship status nor nervous if I am single. 

Monday, September 13, 2010

splash back memories

When was the day you think of  grandparents, parents, siblings, friends and little little things in life?
I think about my late grandparents that pass away when is 2002, her smile, laughter and her herbal tea that makes me vomit every time  I drink it. I didn't spend much time with my grandma, I barely know my own grandma.

But I know she loves us very much, although most of the time we don't understand what she is trying to say and hoping my parents translate correctly what she said, yet sometime I feel like I don't know who are they and somehow a generation is lost. My hearts melts when I see folks in the old folks home makes me sad and happy, because they share their life story to a stranger. How I wish my grandparents share that to me.
Is a shame that I don't have the opportunity to know my grandparents. 

Old people seems to have the sweets smile ever, and warmest hand that filled with love and peace.
I remember when I was a child my grandma will be very happy when we go back to visit her. A bright smile lighten her face with joy. It makes her happy when we are back. I can't relive in the past but memories will forever stay in my mind. 

Spending time with older folks is a privileges. Don't waste your time hanging out in a mall doing nothing, but spend time bring them out in a mall listen and share what is happening around you.
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One major fact that I learned, look and listen from your heart not your eyes and ears. In reality everyone listen thru ears and see it from their eyes, we need to learn to slow down our foot steep and take things easy trust your heart and everything will flow in the right spot just the way you want it to be. 











Thursday, September 9, 2010

little bird

humming a song called little bird.
when I first starts to put words into this song, when I was in Medan JW Marriott hotel, In the pool.
Ohh well, I know when I am thinking about something, I will sing this song never fail, since that day onwards.
I didn't manage to finish the song because, the lyric is just my point of view and some question, Like a riddle.

I like to sing this little bird song, makes me smile, every time the lyric change but the beginning is still the same....
"Little little little bird, what can you see from the little little eyes..... tell me little little little bird, I want to know". 
well I hope one day I would write it down, every time I sing this song, It would be great to know and play back what I ask the little bird!

  

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Debut Single]



~this song is to all the special people out there~

merdeka, merdeka , merdeka!!!

Today is our national day, merdeka we called it, which means Independence or Freedom.

Independence from? freedom from?
Sometimes I ask myself what so great about National day, why do we need to celebrate it?!
Sitting at a corner at a condo alley, hearing children and adult shouting MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! when the clock struck 12am. Made me felt like shouting out loud with them too.

53years ago we are nothing and now we are something to be called Malaysia. A country bless with different race, culture, food and little little things that Malaysia have other country don't.
A country have declare Independence or Freedom form the British, Dutch, Protégées and Japanese. History have been made by our first prime minister, his made all Malaysian proud and his name will be remember forever, Tungku Abdul Rahman an amazing person.

Malay, Chinese, and Indian is the 3major race in Malaysia, and we all classified as Malaysian!
Nasi Lemak, Dim sum, Banana leaves rice.....yummmm.... and some influence from the west, we have cream caramel that taste so good. All this different food, traditional celebration of all race such as Hari Raya, Chinese New Year and Deepavali.....= Party ad good food!!!

Every Malaysian have One thing we all agree in, is FOOD. (opps and our tallest building too)
Well, everyone will be very happy to have a plate of nasi lemak and a cup of teh tarik for breakfast, and lepaking at our favorite mamak stall chatting about everything.

I love my country, I love the people and I love how we understand our sign language.
A colorful country, called Malaysia Boleh!!!!