Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Debut Single]

~this song is to all the special people out there~

merdeka, merdeka , merdeka!!!

Today is our national day, merdeka we called it, which means Independence or Freedom.

Independence from? freedom from?

Sometimes I ask myself what so great about National day, why do we need to celebrate it?!

Sitting at a corner at a condo alley, hearing children and adult shouting MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! when the clock struck 12am. Made me felt like shouting out loud with them too.

53years ago we are nothing and now we are something to be called Malaysia. A country bless with different race, culture, food and little little things that Malaysia have other country don't.

A country have declare Independence or Freedom form the British, Dutch, Protégées and Japanese. History have been made by our first prime minister, his made all Malaysian proud and his name will be remember forever, Tungku Abdul Rahman an amazing person.

Malay, Chinese, and Indian is the 3major race in Malaysia, and we all classified as Malaysian!

Nasi Lemak, Dim sum, Banana leaves rice.....yummmm.... and some influence from the west, we have cream caramel that taste so good. All this different food, traditional celebration of all race such as Hari Raya, Chinese New Year and Deepavali.....= Party ad good food!!!

Every Malaysian have One thing we all agree in, is FOOD. (opps and our tallest building too)

Well, everyone will be very happy to have a plate of nasi lemak and a cup of teh tarik for breakfast, and lepaking at our favorite mamak stall chatting about everything.

I love my country, I love the people and I love how we understand our sign language.

A colorful country, called Malaysia Boleh!!!!

shallow thoughts.

5days of adventure with

Gisele Marie Eva Pitot De La Beaujardiere,

Getting to know someone new is fun and interesting, because you don't know that person... except she is not vegetarian, dislike mushroom, nice and pretty according to Facebook picture. Some adventure when a girl came from the bush, stepping out in the the rain forest.

DAY 1.

Gisele Pitot, or the bokkie cause I don't even know the person the first day,

well things went okay while meeting up with a strange bush girl.

Sharing about shallow thoughts while she came in to the big rain forest (Malaysia).

As a bush lady, she is a fast picking up the culture and teaching her the basic words and explaining the s***, c***,h*** and p***, words to her is so funny. Because is not a bad word in Malaysia, so sharing some inside info about things we eat and things we do, by looking at her reaction make me want to laugh out loud.

Plus this bush lady sneeze minimum 3time in a sneeze and 9 the max so far.

She allergic to cats too. A talented young lady who love words and she write a.k.a journalist. (AMAZING)

Hanging out with this lady for 7hours in the first day is rough but I'm enjoying it.

Her humor and reaction make me laugh.

DAY 2.

Shopping is basically the main things and showing her around, well mission is tough yet, nothing can comes in to my way if I want to do it. Well don't be Jealous cause I have "DADDY" by my side and my body guard is the "HOLY SPIRITS" yay!!!

Taking a public transport in Malaysia is NOT nice when is peak hours. I personally dislike taking public transport but to let bush lady know how our country works, is a good way.

Hight is not her game nor mine, Monorail...hrmmppp......

Sharing a little bit about the PUDU JAIL history, to her and touring KL. Making sure she have a proper sack time so we went to pavilion, to have a light meal and good view, sharing more about shallow thoughts in travelling.

Loving heart is the key point to her heart, sometime she looks strong but very soft in the inside.

Getting home from a public transport is not fun at all, well but the raining part is nice, cooling ending to wrap up the KL tour.

All the fast and furious KL tour, we have to feed our lovely stomach, and most of you know how much I love cooking.

And guess what.... I did? Yes I cook, made some nice dinner/supper/tea for a lovely friend.

Hope I didn't lost touch in cooking.

I did what I love to do, driving is part of me too...

Brought my little friend to amazing KL view, sharing my little thoughts about Malaysia and how we are as a MALAYSIAN.

DAY 3.

Talking is sweet but showing a little part of living in Malaysia in a historical town called Melaka, Walking down into history lane make me felt so blessed as a Malaysian. We are so rich in culture and blessed with different people making Malaysian a truly Malaysian like me.

Deep thoughts about how people be happy in such simple life, with NO tv, NO internet, NO nothing, Gosh....amazing!

Can't believe that 53 years amazing to be part of this country. Loving every part of this nation that been created in a beautiful ways.

Lovely day to enjoy the beach so, I have decided to drive to Port Dickson to enjoy the breeze/wind at the beach side and having satay on nearby, playing 5s' alive with BUSH lady and shelly. Well jungle lady "me" lost the game and i drank the peanut sauce like 2gulp. (so kind of Gigi ask me not to finish it).

After dinner we have a walk at the beach it was okay!

Driving, back was fun looking at my passenger sleeping on the side of me, saying "I am fine, I can chat. I am not tired".... oh well~~~ (was an amazing day)

DAY 4

A beautiful Saturday/lazy day, yet had an adventures shopping outing. One think I could say is shopping is like a wild lion hunting its meal.

Well, for example if you find something you like eat you have to find search and go a mile to get the things you like.

And the shopping mall is like a jungle of beauty, having all the nice branded outfit and coolest place to hang out. Meeting with cool friend, for example I meet up with Gisele,Grant,Yaz, Mitch and Mike at 1utama.

Having all the hunting/shopping in a wild jungle is happy and funny.

Burn time is near and have to get dress up as a Zombie for FRIGHT night....

Is pretty nice place to be at "BURN" rough but fun!

Hard day but I know "daddy" will do great things in those 6 visitor. Life changing experience I could say.

DAY 5.

Awesome Sunday, preach was so damn good. Great time, good people around and nice lunch with people I love.

Have a nice afternoon, swimming (not me but everyone), looking how the little children at the pool side make me so happy, innocent looking children with loving parents sharing some fun time.

Giving me a great thoughts, of how love and trust can do, to a children. If there is no trust between the parents and the children, the children won't even go into the water.

Been thinking alot with this 5days about not important stuff yet sometimes something not important is very important to some other people.

Chilling and having great fun with family is fun.

Farewell dinner with the bush lady, and playing 5s'alive make everyone pretty alive! NICE game awesome friendship!

DAY 6.

HARD to say good bye mood again... well... have great time with an amazing girls name

Gisele Marie Eva Pitot De La Beaujardiere, made my life felt so much better, because I know I have a friend who have a heart of GOLD and love toward the nation!

Thanks for sharing and having you was an awesome 5days.

TLC as your wages and you know is much better then cold hard cash!!!

Emotion and Feelings

Journal

Walking, running, skipping, hopping....nothing could change my emotion.

Emotions, often called feelings, include experiences such as love, hate, anger, trust, joy, panic, fear, and grief. Emotions are related to, but different from, mood. Emotions are specific reactions to a particular event that are usually of fairly short duration. Mood is a more general feeling such as happiness, sadness, frustration, contentment, or anxiety that lasts for a longer time.

If both emotion and feelings combine in your mind, it will take hours and hours to clear what is going on in you. And trust me I been there and it is a nice place to be in. Sometimes I ask myself why do we have emotional breakdown and messy feelings flying up and down. There must be a perfectly good reason "why" we have to go thru all the pain and sorrows, love hate feelings, anger and joy.

So,I could not tell you how much I don't know about my feelings and I am confuse sometimes with all the random thoughts I have in mind..........