A piece of missing puzzle.

Tears of sorrows, 
Falling from the tip of the hill,
and down towards the river.
The lost piece,
The lost soul,
That cannot be replace.


I've lost of direction,
I've lost of passion,
I've lost a piece of puzzle of you,
I really miss you.


Wondering one day,
I will recover the piece of puzzle,
Wondering the chances,
Of having you close to me.


I know when I think of the incomplete art work that I have,
It will reminds me how things are like to be in the incomplete world without you by my side, but memories that left behind.


I know I cannot undo the obvious, but hoping a slim chances that I will find you once again. 


Hopefully. :)

Vision

A path with measurement, a length that counts every step our life could be better, better then others.

Some how, things are unpredictable, you cannot foresee what is going happen.

Yet wishing the best in our-self, hoping things will turn out all right.

Convincing every step we made was the top from everyone,

Life truly is a challenge and making it worth living is trusting yourself to let go.

Tell it to yourself be happy and don't worry, well I am not sure it will works, But frankly saying I really hope it work every time I use it.

Every one is living in lies, that they created and to cover up their S*it in life.

You can deny it, but the truth it you know yourself better.

You are the one living in your life, you made choice of planning your life.

you created a vision, achieved it.

note to self, you are better then most of the people. 

so appreciate what I have. 

Be great-full and mind full. 

loosen yourself :p and smile!

  

if you don't act on what you want, you'll never get what you want.

acting out the thoughts and feeling in your mind and telling what it in you.

believing in yourself upon your feeling is not a wrong action, and getting your act into your own thoughts.

making judgement and statement to other people is all up to the individual, 

 never doubt the feeling that you have, by standing out and not acting out what you want and how you feel.

is just not right.

pleasing everyone is not a "the plan" but knowing the true feelings that running down your blood streaming towards your mind. you can't control it.

sometimes is denying the true fact is what you believe in, is just not what you want to.

knowing my act, thoughts and feeling is just there. 

if it end just like that, it would be a waste.

we stand for our rights.

the incident of july 9th 2011.

A historical day for all Malaysian, A day that truly 1Malaysia. An action that speak louder then words.
What we as a Malaysian want, a fair and clean election. Looking at the video, and listening to the interview that our dear ministry have spoken, what a shame.
We are multicultural country, and we stand together as Malaysian, just to walk and support what we believe is good for Malaysian. To a better change.
As far as I could see, the royal police force whacking and catching those who are not armed and shooting tears gas to our Malaysian civilians. WHAT A SHAME!!!
We are a democratic country, and we have the rights to demonstrate our rights, what nonsense is this, we are not allowed to wear a yellow shirt, cause is a crime. We have to register to have a meeting in a stadium.
  
In 1957, we Malaysian achieved what we want as a country. Freedom.
And in this 21st century, the greed's of one man that control our economic, our freedom of human rights.
We "the rakyat" we want a better change.

We want a clean and fair election.
We don't want to see the educational system change every 5years.
We need a change for better not for worst.

shallows thoughts 7-5-11

Life ain't always a rainbow shining brightly over the sky.

It means you can't please everyone needs, yet you need to please yourself.

There is countless DO's and DON'T in life, for different people different DO's and different DON'T. 

I'm living my life under my own footsteps not yours, not hers niter is his. 

Why do I need to pleased you..... just to make you feel better than mine?!!! 

I could say this OUT LOUD.... life is unfair!!!

Words are weapons, it can hurt you and it will heal your pain, I believe that every words that came out, you can't take it back.

I have a dearest godmom that pass-away 5years ago, she told me, if you make a mistake you have to take courage to face you mistake, but if you say words that your not mean to say, you can't take it back, if you promise anything to anyone you have to fulfill it with because promise is a strong word to use it to someone.

It don't make any sense back then in the hospital wad.

She was a great woman, with a gentle voice.

There is 5closest people who pass on, have thought me so much about begin who you are.

Both my gramps' are amazing people who love and hate each other so much, yet they have amazing life stories.

the old house I use to visit, the cooling floor, sound of the t af insects night, unlimited junk food to snack in the fridge.

Grandma, you spoiled us so much I wish I could understand the every words you have spoken to me, I hope mom and dad translate it 

correctly....

Memories will last, every memories have scar my life.

making all the scar worth wild, and memories last by making a rainbow in my heart,by thinking about you.

--Love is not to hold but to cherish for a life time--

shallow thoughts. 6-5-11

I like listening to music, sometime the song just knows the right feeling that I could express all my joy and sadness. Holding up every emotion in my daily life, is easy to say I am fine, I am doing OK.

But deep down no one knows, if i don't want to share.

I barely know what am I suppose to do if I am not busy with work.

Measurement in every aspect in life ain't helping every needs we have.

All the"what if".....  not making anyone happier.

What can I do to make myself feels better?

Tears that substituted water to wash my face, memories that keep a smile on my face.....

The truth do hurts.....

But it is the truth....

Is hard to believe, without seeing it, but sometimes you don't need to see to believe.

I rather, it hurts me... to blame on other.

playing the blame game is not fun....but to step out and take the blame with a sore heart.

Every step that I made in my life, is my decision.... 

I will take my full responsibility on my life.

Have courage to face all the barrier, have courage to face what you did without doubting yourself.

Facing the music in LIFE.

my feelings is like the words the flow from the song.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yT5LOtQSSn8